What's that? Self doubt? Yes. It is in fact self doubt (gasp.) Which is especially hard to admit after making an entire post about self doubt that has helped a number of friends and anonymous lovelies from the dark recesses of the internet. Feel free to contact me if you like anything I've written or don't or have that burning desire to know more. Yes, even you, Simon.
It's all good though, I've been listening to a lot of self help books on YouTube. Let's pretend there's nothing sad about that also. Can I just say Louise L Hay and Susan Jeffers are absolute gold.
Anyway, before we get too deep I thought I'd mention my return to the modelling world after a long hiatus. With no current portfolio or head shots to speak of, it seems the most logical solution would be to scour the internet in search of a talented Melbourne based photographer. And just like that, I have my head shots booked and I'm feeling
Most of the reasons I chose to take a break from modelling were creepy photographers, sleazy management, poor body image and crippling self doubt. Unfortunately these things are all too common not only in this industry but for people in general, particularly women. I think I would be doing the world and myself a disservice to simply give up on pursuing my dreams and doing things that make me happy. I'll go into detail about these things another day, but for now we can celebrate this first step!
After head shots I can't wait to get into everything from pinup and rockabilly to fetish and fantasy, maybe even some cosplay.
While I'm feeling so cheery, I'll say one of my most valuable features would be my
Burn bright babes, burn bright xx
(and stay versatile)
-DahliaDoll